Blues... I'm confused... If crying could solved the problem and answer the question, I wouldn't stop crying. If thinking I should giveup could answer any doubts in myself, wll actually I already did but not quite yet. I hate giveup but sometimes I have to not for myself but for someone important. I hope I can scream as loud as I can but I can't. I hope I knew but I don't. I can feel it but I doubt it. We saw each other almost everyday but it seems like I'm an inexistence. When the sour face bothers me in a way it sort of prick my heart, I tried to be foolish to entertain. I'm naive and dumb, I know. But that is the only way I can do. I'm stupid. Very stupid. I'm not qualified as a woman for the person who make me feel as a woman. Soon I wouldn't see.... But.....that makes me think alot. Think alot to the point I went to the wrong loo. I'm thinking again..... Bald, Tekong,Training,Camp=Bunk=Cockcroach&Rats...........
My face with powder foundation and concealer without bb cream. Pretty obvious my health not doing as it shows through my skin and eyes. Introducing Snowie. (^.^)
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*Random* Just remembered that I accidently went to the male toilet today! WTH!
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*Random* Just remembered that I accidently went to the male toilet today! WTH!
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School make myself stress. I don't know if I can make it or not. Seems no to me but I won't give up. Giving up is not me unless if I have too.
So I bought Beauty Credit 2 Way Cake Matt in Natural Beige, Makeup Shop Creamy Concealer in N30 and The Body Shop Radiance Highlighter. For the BC Cake I placed it in my travel pouch as well as the Concealer. You see, I love sleep and sometimes I wokeup late so I don't really have much time. Basically concealer is important and sufficient but if as these time (I have post acne marks) I need some coverage. Most of the time I use BB cream. But I find it too thick in consistency.
As you can see my face with absolutely no makeup on. Dark circle, acne marks, (my lip looks weird) and tired face.
Lately I've been wearing dark eye makeup. Stress, blues.....cause it....Oh dear....
Oh.. I wear BB cream.. So you can't see dark circle, uneven skintone, marks!
But still.....I'm not qualified to be an eligible.....
Signing off..
School make myself stress. I don't know if I can make it or not. Seems no to me but I won't give up. Giving up is not me unless if I have too.
So I bought Beauty Credit 2 Way Cake Matt in Natural Beige, Makeup Shop Creamy Concealer in N30 and The Body Shop Radiance Highlighter. For the BC Cake I placed it in my travel pouch as well as the Concealer. You see, I love sleep and sometimes I wokeup late so I don't really have much time. Basically concealer is important and sufficient but if as these time (I have post acne marks) I need some coverage. Most of the time I use BB cream. But I find it too thick in consistency.
As you can see my face with absolutely no makeup on. Dark circle, acne marks, (my lip looks weird) and tired face.
Lately I've been wearing dark eye makeup. Stress, blues.....cause it....Oh dear....
Oh.. I wear BB cream.. So you can't see dark circle, uneven skintone, marks!
But still.....I'm not qualified to be an eligible.....
Signing off..
