Heartbreaker.

Why do guys get into a relationship with a girl with so many promises filled with sweet chocolate words 'I'll prove to you my feelings for you', 'What do you want me to do to prove it? I'll do anything' then broke off and give unreasonable reasons such as 'I don't have feelings for you anymore', 'I don't love you', 'This is not love', 'It's all because of you!', 'There's so many things about you that I don't like' yada yada yada, whatever crap. When they get bore with you, they will give you so many reasons of different variety. They will stay away from you; avoid you. When people found out themselves that these heartbreaker used to have "feelings" towards you, they would say "I never likes her. She's the one who likes me." OR "She likes me but I never likes her". Liar liar, your pants on fire. Unfortunately for you, I have evidences that I treasure much that I'm not willing to burn it. What is their motive anyways???
I do admit that I have been naive. I am naive when it comes to love because I never experience being in love with a guy before my whole life and for once I am able to feel it. I'll be crying every night and he'll be laughing, making fun of me and commit lies so that I'll loss my pride.

G-Dragon, “I like girls who are like ‘cats’”

"I like girls who look have both looks and personalities like cats. I’m attracted to girls who run away when I try to catch them, but approach me and throw themselves in my arms when I stop trying. Someone I can lean on. Someone who can control me from above? I like girls who are fierce and strong. At least when I’m in love, I want to be able to have someone to lean on and rest with."

I never thought some guys would like play-hard-to-get type of girl. A friend says to me, never play hard-to-get with a guy you like. But I never listen. If he really truly like for who we are, he would never give up right?

The conclusion, I guess I'll probably be an old spinster. I hope NOT but it seems to be...

FYI, G-Dragon is in a korean hip-hop band Bigbang. Read the rest of the story on the link below.

http://www.soompi.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=330812


Signing off.

Boring..............

I need to finish up my report that has been divided amongs my team. I am very tired not physically but mentally. I am tired in my brain, my heart....

Yesterday My sister and I were talking about a "person" distaste on fat girls. I bet he do have bad experience with fat girls could be the reason. But it do annoys me for the fact that that "person" dislike fat girls. I have friends of different sizes, heights, skin colours so it does matter to me. Sister said I am being too sensitive but I defended, I was discriminate before and it hurt so much to the point that I have gotten sensitive. No I am not fat but I have seen how my friends with weight issue deal with it and it is definitely not easy especially gaining self-esteem.

How do I get discriminate? My mix ethnicity. I might not know if my sister got discriminate before but I have been told I look like "I got no race", ugly (my race on my father side by default), "you're not (my race on my father side by default) because you're fair". Some of them do have problems with my natural curly hair, curl eyelashes making an opinion that my curl eyelashes are fake, I curl them myself, I wore fake lashes.
Sheeeshhh................................
Hurt me so much..

Then just when I thought that I am getting over with the issue, some smart-ass ROLE-MODEL made a "THEORY" on fat girls.

I guess everyone is entitled to their opinion. I guess no one is perfect even the one who is judging.

I am not surprise if most males tend to dislike fat girls because most do.
In my opinion, fat girls are beautiful and most of them I knew have beautiful heart and sincerity. And I love hugging them!

I am bored!!!!!

Signing off..

Sad, Pathetic and habit.

I have been under alot of stress for the past few days. No, weeks. I do not know how I am able to make it or not.
Been crying alot, not eating much as I would normally do. If fact, I had one meal a day to almost snacks(I eat Roasted Seaweed only for snacks, Haha). I also did ridiculous things.

But anyways I would like to show some pathetic photos of me. I bet everyone ever did pathetic faces yeah? I do not know why I do this habit of mine which shown two
photographs below.




Other than that, there is this habit of mine I have been doing since I could barely remember perhaps the time I began to walk when I was a toddler? I fold my first toe on top of my second toe like photo shown below.



Other than that, I enjoy watch Children's program In the night garden. Ha ha.

Signing off.

My pet, hers and those blemishes.

Couple of days ago I bath my pet lovebird and she loves it when the water is lukewarm not cold. She hates it when its cold.
After shower, I do not know why but her favorite spot seems to be...you know where.



She snuggled at her favourite spot in my palm trying to keep herself warm and comfortable. Other than that...


My sister's pet turtle cuddle beside me already asleep. So cute!

And my blemish skin progression... Hmm... See my blemish? I cannot help but to squeeze it!


Even with makeup on, blemishes on my face is quite visible. So I went to TheFaceShop to purchase exfoliator (I have not exfoliate for about 2 weeks?) and the salegirl recommend me Flebeaute White Crystal Diamond Microderm Exfoliator once she saw my face with blemishes.


^Flebeaute White Crystal Diamond Microderm Exfoliator.

Sighh... Im so sad....

Signing off.

New spec.

My new spec that cost 99SGD. Honestly it is slightly smaller for my face. No, my face is too big for my new spec. Oh, my degree extracted by -50. Yipee~
Okay, okay I did put on foundation on my face and please excuse the lightning.

I did mention in my twitter that my skin were breaking out. Reason was? My previous clensing oil, cleansing foam and moisturiser. Now I have had changed to new product, TheFaceShop and my skin has cleared except for scars.

Above picture was my skin cleared up except for scars. Lesson learned: Choose a right product for your skin type and DO NOT PICK OR POKE YOUR BLEMISH AND PIMPLE NOT EVEN WHITEHEAD like a did.