Boring..............

I need to finish up my report that has been divided amongs my team. I am very tired not physically but mentally. I am tired in my brain, my heart....

Yesterday My sister and I were talking about a "person" distaste on fat girls. I bet he do have bad experience with fat girls could be the reason. But it do annoys me for the fact that that "person" dislike fat girls. I have friends of different sizes, heights, skin colours so it does matter to me. Sister said I am being too sensitive but I defended, I was discriminate before and it hurt so much to the point that I have gotten sensitive. No I am not fat but I have seen how my friends with weight issue deal with it and it is definitely not easy especially gaining self-esteem.

How do I get discriminate? My mix ethnicity. I might not know if my sister got discriminate before but I have been told I look like "I got no race", ugly (my race on my father side by default), "you're not (my race on my father side by default) because you're fair". Some of them do have problems with my natural curly hair, curl eyelashes making an opinion that my curl eyelashes are fake, I curl them myself, I wore fake lashes.
Sheeeshhh................................
Hurt me so much..

Then just when I thought that I am getting over with the issue, some smart-ass ROLE-MODEL made a "THEORY" on fat girls.

I guess everyone is entitled to their opinion. I guess no one is perfect even the one who is judging.

I am not surprise if most males tend to dislike fat girls because most do.
In my opinion, fat girls are beautiful and most of them I knew have beautiful heart and sincerity. And I love hugging them!

I am bored!!!!!

Signing off..