My current life.

 

 Hello.

I have not been updating this blog. I would be lying if I say I am super busy. I have life. I have to graduate although I should be graduating this year. I have to clear all of my modules. I feel sad really. I feel sad for everything. I feel like people are controlling my life. I feel like people outside controlling my life. Can't I just be happy? I can't be happy? I want to work something that I could earn with a happy heart. I want to get married but right now, I'm single. Being single partly may be my fault because i am very meticulous with characters.


And do you know how it feels like to find out someone that you are slowly opening your heart with are newly attached and getting married?

Half year went by.

I guess I'll take the time to post an entry since it has been a really long time since I've post an entry. Here are some updates on my life:

1. This year, 2013, a year which I should have graduated from my three years of polytechnic life. Unfortunately, I did not. I am currently on an academic notice which means that I cannot fail at least one module or I'll get expelled.
2. However, I should have done with school by early April, so right now, I'm working my butts off to graduate. If I am able to graduate, I may be graduating by next year may 2014.
3. My phone died on me twice this year and it's the same problem, charging port and motherboard. I love my phone. (._____.)
4. I'm still single (forever alone....     (._____.)    )
5. I need to meet people so that who knows if I might find someone? naah...
6. The thing about myself is I have trust issue. I don't trust guys easily.
7. Other than still being single, I have new love in life. Can't tell what but definitely not a boyfriend because I'm still single!

I just hope that part of my life completed by this year. I really need to prepare for the next chapter of my life. The thing is that I have yet to complete this chapter and still through.

January Favourite.

January favorite:

• Sophie Monk Hydrating Moisturizer Jelly
• I just happen to saw Sophie Monks' Ultra Whitening Essence because I need one for my hyperpigmentation. Since my face cream is running out, I just grab their face cream (which is extremely jelly-like!). It sink into my skin. Its like giving my skin water! Hearts it!
• Silkygirl Moisture Rich Lipstick in Vamp & Romantic
• I've always been wanting a dark berry lipstick ever since I watch clothesencounter Jenn's I heart fall tag. Basically any she can pulls off any lipcolor. Guardian Pharmacy was having a sale. Happens that Silkygirl Moisture Rich was having 1 for 1 hence the need for me to grab one...or two. I got a dark berry color Vamp and a bright pink/rosy color Romantic. Of course pulling off a daring deep dark color requires a courage. I just wear them and as always plug on my music. Taadaa~ there you go.. ^^
• Mac Cosmetics Lipstick in Angel
• Got it when you exchange six empty Mac product for a lipstick. Its a nude pink lipstick. I had a couple of nude lipstick but this one is more in a pink side. Its a staple in my makeup bag.
• Rachel K CC Cream
• I am originally not a fan of CC cream first being it so hard to blend. Also not super great in covering hyperpigmentations or scarring or acne that I have which BB cream can do.
  HOWEVER, it's skincare benefits is extremely AWESOME. I can definitely see a difference using Rachel K CC Cream. Covering, I am not sure but definitely it evens out my skin (although not so as a covering cosmetics T__T).
• Heme 3D Hydrating Sheer BB Cream
• Another sheer covering cosmetics. People have been complementing my skin. I think of of those days when I am putting this BB cream on. Sheer coverage that makes my skin glows. Plus, it has spf 50!!!
• Candy Crush Saga
• Its a game app that I have been addicted. I was one a lead but since I was busy with FYP, I could not catch up. T_T
  Nevertheless, Highly recommend the game. You can play them online or download their Apple or Android app. More info here
  
• School 2013
• Korean Drama based on an everyday school life of students in Korea. I love Jang Nara ever since I was 13 years old!! Now that I'm 25, How long was it?!?
  The drama itself I love soo much. Great to takes my mind off from FYP. LOL.
  Other than that.......
• Kim Woo Bin
• YES! From School 2013 korean drama. He's awesome!!!! I love him!!!! The played Rebellious student in the drama. Some little fact, he's actually a good student with good grades back during his high school days (as oppose to me T__T)
• Raspberry Field
• It's not a fruit or a field full of fruits. But its an Indie band. This band's music has appear in Etude House's Commercial. I super LOVE their music. There's sad on like "Have you Seen?" and happy one "Saturday afternoon". Great for one of those days when I'm having blues.
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