Valentine.

Valentine.

Yup, on valentine's day I celebrate it with my friend Renuka. Hehe.

Well, not really. Haha. What I mean is that I spent my day with her on 14th feb.

I rather spent the day with my friends and family than someone I do not know.

Hmm.

The valentine gift from cutie Renuka.

The rose from cutie Renuka. Hahax.

How cute can this be?

Signing off. (^.^)v

Storyline

Storyline.

It's official. I am not going to enroll Harriet. My dream shattered. My passion and dreams become ashes. I have no idea what to do in the future, what I would do for my career. What is my career anyway.

I want to go to school. Never wish to be stuck at home. T.T
Life now sucks too.

By the way, on my previous post, I had introduced to my first fan fiction titled:
"My dongsaeng, my little angel."
Dongsaeng=little sister/little brother.

Character:

Kim Jae Joong: A doctor, son to a millionaire father, Kim Dong Hwan. Still looking for his long-lost little sister and mother. A bit of a spoilt brat, thinks that he owned all the girls just because he had the pretty face. But he's actually kind at heart. Things changed after he met Geun Young.

Moon Geun Young: A timid, quiet girl who lives with her strict, protective mother. Struggling with her poor life with her mother to earn living and to pay off her university fees. She does not know the meaning of love. And also clueless about her family history.

Rainie Yang: Geun Young's bestfriend who eventually falls for Jae Joong. She was always there protecting Geun Young.

Kim Ki Bum: Admires Geun Young alot but was rejected by her. He still pursue her although been rejected by her. and taught her the meaning of love.

Sypnosis: Moon Geun Young, was separated from her father and brother (Jae Joong) with her birth mother who disappeared from the kim's mansion and raised her living in an ordinary life. 20 years later, both siblings (JaeJoong and Moon Geun Young) met unexpectedly by the broken heart gold pendant.

The gold pendant are unique as it was made especially for both siblings. It is called the brother and the sister. Comes with a pair of bracelet the parents.

You need to check it out. plus do leave a comment!

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Bored.

Check it out.

Really bored right now. I am slightly relieved that my cousin sister will help me appeal for polytechnic if I am unable to enroll there.

Right now, I am updating my fan fiction. check it out.
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/bunnie

Busy right now. Got to go. Night.

Blanked.

Blanked.

You should be thankful if you be able to fulfill your dreams. I have dreams but I cannot fulfill it.

The reason: Forbidden.

You know how it hurts me. To be the shadow. The puppet like a moving chisel. I tried so hard to remove the wall but its just too hard and sealed securely. I cannot escape but to remain here as a puppet.

I cannot escape...............

sObs0b................


Something that I am able to do. Is purely forbidden. How can I achieve and be successful if something that I am talented, something I poured deeply on is absolutely forbidden.



Being over-stressed and pressurized by family problems and for my future myself. The feeling is difficult. I want to die for being forced and forbidden like this!
And honestly, it took me hours for me to write this whole post because I cannot stop crying.

I can only fulfill my dreams in my dream. I cannot do anything that I want. So do not blame me if I am trying to commit suicide.

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