New blog site.

I truly don't know should I or shouldn't I. Check out my new blogsite.

http://blog.hellokitty.com/narabunny/

Should I stick to blogger's or change to sanriotown's site?

Signing off.

Adulthood.

Staying up late at night for study. Yes I do but learned my lesson. Do not stay up all night. The outcome definitely not good especially for my whole body.

  

A lot of people assumed that I am very naive but the truth is I am definitely not. I am innocent maybe that is why I become the target to get picked on but I suppose we need wit to survive this "game".

Growing up

I learn a lot from being a teenager and since I am in my early twenties; early adulthood, I need to learn more, grow more becoming a better person.

A lot of things has change....

• From my taste of fashion which in fact growing very slowly. What I mean by growing very slowly is that I use to embrace the cute and cheery style (that is what pretty obvious from my blog template) and now I do still embrace cute but more to doll-like.
• From heavy eyeliner I did during my late teenage until to a point I told myself I do not need heavy eyeliner in fact I am using less or none eyeliner only focus on having dewy flawless face. Dewy flawless face that I have put a lot of effort on by means investing on skincare more than cosmetics apply only on flaws on my face to look presentable not looking fake or into another person.
• Type of man I would go for. In fact there is no type. Never I have a type. I did mention I do not like physically muscular or sporty-hunky six pack kind of guy but I guess it does not matter anymore. I do not mind guys either fair or tanned, hunky or feminine or in between, what matter most is humbleness and patience so that I could follow suit becoming a better being, win not only my heart but my mother's, bestfriend's, sister's heart. But my phobia on a-thing-I-cannot-explain still could not fade away.
• Being hot-tempered and I do still but I learn to control my temper. Despite being patience people could easily spot me being angry? Weird.

Signing off.

New hair.

I did mention on my twitter that I cut my hair SHORT. Oh I am for sure loving a haircut below. Cute!

Even Korean Baek Boram has this hairstyle?

My hair shortness and overall look the same but without the bangs. But I did trim my bang like a photo below.

I did took a photo of my new hair but without STYLING thus look flat. -_-"
But I might upload it? @_@












I must withstand. I must be strong. Sobsob.... My heart pounding and it hurts. Maybe I need to sleep? Or do I need to drink up water? Because I could barely breath and my hands is trembling while typing this........ Sob Sob......... It hurts................... to know the truth....

Signing off.

Heartbreaker.

Why do guys get into a relationship with a girl with so many promises filled with sweet chocolate words 'I'll prove to you my feelings for you', 'What do you want me to do to prove it? I'll do anything' then broke off and give unreasonable reasons such as 'I don't have feelings for you anymore', 'I don't love you', 'This is not love', 'It's all because of you!', 'There's so many things about you that I don't like' yada yada yada, whatever crap. When they get bore with you, they will give you so many reasons of different variety. They will stay away from you; avoid you. When people found out themselves that these heartbreaker used to have "feelings" towards you, they would say "I never likes her. She's the one who likes me." OR "She likes me but I never likes her". Liar liar, your pants on fire. Unfortunately for you, I have evidences that I treasure much that I'm not willing to burn it. What is their motive anyways???
I do admit that I have been naive. I am naive when it comes to love because I never experience being in love with a guy before my whole life and for once I am able to feel it. I'll be crying every night and he'll be laughing, making fun of me and commit lies so that I'll loss my pride.

G-Dragon, “I like girls who are like ‘cats’”

"I like girls who look have both looks and personalities like cats. I’m attracted to girls who run away when I try to catch them, but approach me and throw themselves in my arms when I stop trying. Someone I can lean on. Someone who can control me from above? I like girls who are fierce and strong. At least when I’m in love, I want to be able to have someone to lean on and rest with."

I never thought some guys would like play-hard-to-get type of girl. A friend says to me, never play hard-to-get with a guy you like. But I never listen. If he really truly like for who we are, he would never give up right?

The conclusion, I guess I'll probably be an old spinster. I hope NOT but it seems to be...

FYI, G-Dragon is in a korean hip-hop band Bigbang. Read the rest of the story on the link below.

http://www.soompi.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=330812


Signing off.

Cramp two days after the sleepless night..

I have a cramp now. Uhhh..... And busy busy week. I am going to be very busy for 2 weeks more. Also due of being busy, my skin kind of effected my 1% or 2%-5% but luckily I have been drinking a lot of water. See, Goodnight sleep and water is important. Nevertheless, a photo of me days before the one sleepless night.

Signing off.

Morning.

The title has no meaning, haha. Well, not really. I am blogging early morning. Not really early because it is 8.30 in the morning.

K-artist has been in town. In my country I mean. Singapore. My sister was right after all. When koreans come to Singapore, they go Mcdonald. Because Mcdonald in Korea is expensive. Shockingly true.

Talking about Singapore, the last time I went for Dinner with family at night I was amazed by the light near Singapore flyer. How can I not know the attraction in Singapore? All I know is the multi-cultural in Little India, Chinatown and Kampong Glam. Recently in Sentosa they already open 'the casino hotel' thing and Universal Studio theme park are going to be open somewhere this year. I want to go! But I feel like it is for the richest. It is for tourists anyways.

I have not been feeling very well lately. Flame inside my throat and constantly vomiting food I consumed... I hate vomiting. I wonder how anorexia and bulimia sufferer enjoys doing that. Dues to the reception, I lost a few kilos but fret not, I am getting better.

With Sinus I have to endure, oh dear... I guess I need to be careful with food I consumed and eat healthy. Being physically weak sucks. But I still think that I am strong. Haha.

It is a mess. All my skincares. I forgot that I left my Beauty Credit Skin Shower in the bathroom. My backup cleanser, haha. When being sick, I just could not bother to cleanse my face. Lazy me. Oh dear, I need to kick my lazy habit.

When my mother say this book, she was shocked. She said it is in fact kind of censored. It is a love story.

Signing.

Project report.

I am still in school trying to finish up report and my brain is cramming! My head is in pain and my eyes are tired. I need a sleep right now.

My wish, I hope that february ends fast. I do not know why but I have this Love/Hate on this month. Too much pain and memory I must say.