tough.

I did say that I want to forget him. But it's much difficult and I don't think its possible. This feeling I have for him, what is it? I know I like him but why do I feel hurt (can't breath, sudden shock,etc) when I saw those recent photo of him?

I feel sorry and guilty for him because a weak and stupid girl like me could have like him. I don't think any guys would want a weak and stupid girl to like them either.

I don't think it's possible for me to forget him.

Really.

Based on psychological study, a crush only lasts for a maximum of 4 months. If it exceeds, means he/she are already in love.

So, am I in love?