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Hello everyone.

I deactivate this blog due to personal reason. To be honest, I've encountered "stalking" in which someone grabbed a photo of mine from my whatsapp display picture and attempt to find me. CREEP. If he we to find me, I'll make police report.
Supposedly last semester *I need another semester for a repeating module*. I need to work hard. I find that some people are not understanding.  Now, I don't care anymore. Just get everything done and leave school.

Everyone knows I love TOP. Well, I am contemplating my "feelings" for him *what the hell am I talking*. lolol. because everyone seems to love him, i am contemplating whether or not I should continue likes him *i'm talking crap right now.. lol*.. oh! did i mention that ZE:A Kwanghee is soooo manly and handsome without makeup on and he is sooo handsome and attractive regardless with or without plastic surgery?!? I couldn't describe the kind of guy i find attractive but i think Kwanghee describe the kind of guy i find attractive *minus the loud stage personality he pulled on*.. I think he's different off stage..

Lately this year, I find orange suits me. I've been pulling off orange look a lot than pink look that i normally sports on.

Oh... and i found out recently... for my 24 years of living in Singapore, that I didn't know you can sit here..

I went here by accident. And this place is non other than Clarke Quay. This is definitely the new place for me to be alone.

Signing off

 

pyung pyung~~

Before going off to bed, I shall write a short entry. Starting from mid-august to late-august, it was mark the beginning of a long holiday. I written down list of things I need to do including walking in the park, learn cooking and baking, cleaning the house everyday, walking in the business district area on the weekdays morning and so on. However, I have not done so. I've been slacking and been getting up late however lately I've been getting up early (which is strange). Oh, also to have a Korean drama marathon and movie marathon but I have not done so.

Anyways, sayonara annyeong goodbye. I'm off to bed.

Truth

Two years later, after we moved on, I know the truth. Two years ago, I was in an emotional turmoil. It hurts. It hurts that my heart felt choking. I wish you would have told the truth. I wish you would have tell me. You keep in just like I do.

Now.....

We have already moved on......

We moved on with our life......

Although it's heart-breaking that we already moved on, or maybe you've already moved on,

 

I believe things happen for reasons.....

The reasons that I've yet to know.....

After two years........

a noob developer.

I'm officially turning 24 years old in few hours from now. I love birthday wishes. Birthday wishes are the best gifts I've ever received.

And......

.....Yes, that is me. I'm a noob. I can't be a developer. Just that I don't have the confidence. I feel like dying. Currently, I'm working on a project revamping a website. I don't mind being a developer, if i know. Right now, I know nuts about JavaScript. I learned it for a lesson. One thing about JavaScript that makes life complicate is that it NEVER TELLS what the main bugs are. Normally when writing a code, bugs would appear therefore makes a programmer's life much easier. But, JavaScript......

it's like, you're in a relationship and your partner did not tell the problems in the relationship so you need to consistently keep on guessing..

Need to get back to work.

Signing off.

= (

I'm dying..... ='(

I doubt that I would be graduating next year.. ='(

I have no confidence at all and wonder how I'm able to endure until year 3......

I don't even know what I want to do in life...

I don't know if I love IT and writing codes but for sure I want to be like older brothers.....

I love writing and I love stories......

I love art and I love acting.....however I can't pursue in those due to obstacles......

My best subject in school was Art but I could take it for being a private candidate in N'level.

The only dream I have left now and getting married to my prince charming and having a family.....but

unfortunately i have no boyfriend or someone i love......never even have a boyfriend before......


My sad pathetic life......

sobsobsob...

TOP

I love Bigbang ever since before their debut as a 6 members! To be honest, Bigbang are the only "boyband" that I have no bias or favorite member. I love every members equally because every members of Bigbang has their own charm. I have to admit that Bigbang is one of the boy group that is not as pretty or handsome.

BUT I LOVE TOP!!

I love TOP as much as I love Kyu Jong from SS501 back then!

I keep figuring on and thinking. I keep thinking why suddenly I really love TOP a lot more.

But then, I notice something similar between TOP and Kyu Jong.

 TOP is first of all, I could remember that he is clumsy. Back then in 2007 when MTV was airing their reality TV show, I remember TOP can't dance and he's soooo clumsy.

TOP is random and that makes him very funny. I notice this side of him from watching 2ne1TV. Lastly, TOP doesn't get angry easily. He's patience!

What does TOP and Kyu Jong has in common? Both of them are random and patience. They don't get angry easily.


ahh~ I don't know why but I like gentle guys. I've said this to bestfriend before. 

Sandara Park and Shinee in Kiss Note!

I think everyone's already know about this webisode but I'm going to blog about it anyways because I'm sooo excited about it!

Sandara Park has always been my favorite for her flawless skin! She's the reason why I bought cosmetics and skincare from Etude House! When I found out that she's acting in a romantic comedy through Sandara's Me2day, I was confuse (before they inform about the Youtube short drama) and excited.

Their teasers makes me more excited that I couldn't wait any longer.

The teaser they release a few days ago. 

However today they released the first part of Kiss Note.

They did an interview and explain what Kiss Note is all about.

I'm so excited for the next part! Can't wait for more!

Past 6 months

For the past 6 months, there has been ups and downs. I got to admit that I skipped school and regret it, not studying (which is definitely not me). I forgot that along the way, i did save photos i took prior to certain "event".

Remember the glasses I got in late 2009 at spectacle hut? That time I remembered the salesguy was "touching" me.

I remembered everything.

The black glasses I was talking about. Around the same months, I was mugging for exams. I got it new for 99 SGD. The black glasses suppose to cost more than 100 SGD but he gave me discount (that is what perverts/pedo does =.=).

I think during mid-semester break (prolly around late december 2011), I got a new one. I've been LONGING to get glasses like one above! But it cost a BOMB! I forgot how much it cost though..

Also, during the school semester for the 6 months period, I had a haircut. I don't remember when it was but it was after a long tiring day at school around late afternoon to nearly sunset. The hair salon I went was a different from the previous one. This time I went to the other one and since the bus I took pass by the shopping mall, I thought, why not? Okay I don't really chopped off my hair but I got layers BUT layers that I want. The previous hair salon I went, the stylist did not cut my hair like I want to but the current hairstylist cut the layers like how I wanted. However, it cost a BOMB I literally almost choke myself with my saliva. 53++SGD for just a haircut! So basically I need an anti-dandruff shampoo (or maybe its just product buildup on my scalp), and I need to religiously blow dry my hair because my hair look like a total mess. Don't blame me though, I've been caught up with assignments, burning midnight oil and stress.

For the past 6 months, I got to admit that I did skipped school. Yeah, I went somewhere else instead just to keep myself alone and so that I can think properly.

So, around the A&F naked model week (those week when A&F was about to open in SG and they have naked men standing outside their store), I roam around Orchard alone in the morning simply because it is so peaceful. But, then it get interestingly tiring. Went back and forth from orchard to somerset then back to orchard and before that I went to mustafa centre hence got really weary prior to that (that explains the picture above).

My skin got really bad due to stress, lack of sleep and assignments that keep me from not sleeping properly! Okay actually the picture above is due to myself not realizing that I was constantly touching my face while doing coding for my assignments. Wow, those are bad blemishes, hyperpigmentations and dark circles!

But, I got to admit that those scarring/hyperpigmentations has improve alot! I need to sleep better, drink more water, NO stress, STOP picking up blemishes/clogged pores and slap on skincare religiously.

Oh... and I love TOP! 탑! 사랑해!!

I'll tell why I love him soooo much in the next post!

BigBang FTW~!
Been a fan of them waaayyy before TVXQ and I still remember them as 6 members (not officially though back then).

Do check out their new album ALIVE.

holiday mode ON

Holiday officially begin!! yippie!! I've already downloaded a lot of movies for the holidays. Anyone has a me2day account? do add me up here.

Update: I realized moments ago that I did not publish this post (in which supposed to publish this weeks ago)

Don't judge me cause I'm quiet.

No one plans a murder out loud.

Most of the time I stay quiet so as not to provoke your "little"-self. 

I find it pointless fighting with an idiot.

One day. Just one day you'll know. That one day, you'll come back to me begging for help. I swear.