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Wednesday, August 14, 2013

My current life.


 Hello.

I have not been updating this blog. I would be lying if I say I am super busy. I have life. I have to graduate although I should be graduating this year. I have to clear all of my modules. I feel sad really. I feel sad for everything. I feel like people are controlling my life. I feel like people outside controlling my life. Can't I just be happy? I can't be happy? I want to work something that I could earn with a happy heart. I want to get married but right now, I'm single. Being single partly may be my fault because i am very meticulous with characters.


And do you know how it feels like to find out someone that you are slowly opening your heart with are newly attached and getting married?


Friday, July 12, 2013

Half year went by.



I guess I'll take the time to post an entry since it has been a really long time since I've post an entry. Here are some updates on my life:

  1. This year, 2013, a year which I should have graduated from my three years of polytechnic life. Unfortunately, I did not. I am currently on an academic notice which means that I cannot fail at least one module or I'll get expelled.
  2. However, I should have done with school by early April, so right now, I'm working my butts off to graduate. If I am able to graduate, I may be graduating by next year may 2014.
  3. My phone died on me twice this year and it's the same problem, charging port and motherboard. I love my phone. (._____.)
  4. I'm still single (forever alone....     (._____.)    )
  5. I need to meet people so that who knows if I might find someone? naah...
  6. The thing about myself is I have trust issue. I don't trust guys easily.
  7. Other than still being single, I have new love in life. Can't tell what but definitely not a boyfriend because I'm still single!
I just hope that part of my life completed by this year. I really need to prepare for the next chapter of my life. The thing is that I have yet to complete this chapter and still through.

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

January Favourite.

January favorite:

  • Sophie Monk Hydrating Moisturizer Jelly
    • I just happen to saw Sophie Monks' Ultra Whitening Essence because I need one for my hyperpigmentation. Since my face cream is running out, I just grab their face cream (which is extremely jelly-like!). It sink into my skin. Its like giving my skin water! Hearts it!
  • Silkygirl Moisture Rich Lipstick in Vamp & Romantic
    • I've always been wanting a dark berry lipstick ever since I watch clothesencounter Jenn's I heart fall tag. Basically any she can pulls off any lipcolor. Guardian Pharmacy was having a sale. Happens that Silkygirl Moisture Rich was having 1 for 1 hence the need for me to grab one...or two. I got a dark berry color Vamp and a bright pink/rosy color Romantic. Of course pulling off a daring deep dark color requires a courage. I just wear them and as always plug on my music. Taadaa~ there you go.. ^^
  • Mac Cosmetics Lipstick in Angel
    • Got it when you exchange six empty Mac product for a lipstick. Its a nude pink lipstick. I had a couple of nude lipstick but this one is more in a pink side. Its a staple in my makeup bag.
  • Rachel K CC Cream
    • I am originally not a fan of CC cream first being it so hard to blend. Also not super great in covering hyperpigmentations or scarring or acne that I have which BB cream can do.
      HOWEVER, it's skincare benefits is extremely AWESOME. I can definitely see a difference using Rachel K CC Cream. Covering, I am not sure but definitely it evens out my skin (although not so as a covering cosmetics T__T).
  • Heme 3D Hydrating Sheer BB Cream
    • Another sheer covering cosmetics. People have been complementing my skin. I think of of those days when I am putting this BB cream on. Sheer coverage that makes my skin glows. Plus, it has spf 50!!!
  • Candy Crush Saga
    • Its a game app that I have been addicted. I was one a lead but since I was busy with FYP, I could not catch up. T_T
      Nevertheless, Highly recommend the game. You can play them online or download their Apple or Android app. More info here
  • School 2013
    • Korean Drama based on an everyday school life of students in Korea. I love Jang Nara ever since I was 13 years old!! Now that I'm 25, How long was it?!?
      The drama itself I love soo much. Great to takes my mind off from FYP. LOL.
      Other than that.......
  • Kim Woo Bin
    • YES! From School 2013 korean drama. He's awesome!!!! I love him!!!! The played Rebellious student in the drama. Some little fact, he's actually a good student with good grades back during his high school days (as oppose to me T__T)
  • Raspberry Field
    • It's not a fruit or a field full of fruits. But its an Indie band. This band's music has appear in Etude House's Commercial. I super LOVE their music. There's sad on like "Have you Seen?" and happy one "Saturday afternoon". Great for one of those days when I'm having blues.
      More on my favourite tracks

Monday, November 19, 2012

New post.

Hello everyone.

Photo by sirabunni
I deactivate this blog due to personal reason. To be honest, I've encountered "stalking" in which someone grabbed a photo of mine from my whatsapp display picture and attempt to find me. CREEP. If he we to find me, I'll make police report.
Supposedly last semester *I need another semester for a repeating module*. I need to work hard. I find that some people are not understanding.  Now, I don't care anymore. Just get everything done and leave school.

Everyone knows I love TOP. Well, I am contemplating my "feelings" for him *what the hell am I talking*. lolol. because everyone seems to love him, i am contemplating whether or not I should continue likes him *i'm talking crap right now.. lol*.. oh! did i mention that ZE:A Kwanghee is soooo manly and handsome without makeup on and he is sooo handsome and attractive regardless with or without plastic surgery?!? I couldn't describe the kind of guy i find attractive but i think Kwanghee describe the kind of guy i find attractive *minus the loud stage personality he pulled on*.. I think he's different off stage..

Photo by sirabunni
Lately this year, I find orange suits me. I've been pulling off orange look a lot than pink look that i normally sports on.

Oh... and i found out recently... for my 24 years of living in Singapore, that I didn't know you can sit here..

Photo by sirabunni


I went here by accident. And this place is non other than Clarke Quay. This is definitely the new place for me to be alone.

Photo by sirabunni

Signing off

 

Friday, September 21, 2012

pyung pyung~~

Before going off to bed, I shall write a short entry. Starting from mid-august to late-august, it was mark the beginning of a long holiday. I written down list of things I need to do including walking in the park, learn cooking and baking, cleaning the house everyday, walking in the business district area on the weekdays morning and so on. However, I have not done so. I've been slacking and been getting up late however lately I've been getting up early (which is strange). Oh, also to have a Korean drama marathon and movie marathon but I have not done so.

Anyways, sayonara annyeong goodbye. I'm off to bed.

Monday, July 23, 2012

Truth

Two years later, after we moved on, I know the truth. Two years ago, I was in an emotional turmoil. It hurts. It hurts that my heart felt choking. I wish you would have told the truth. I wish you would have tell me. You keep in just like I do.

Now.....

We have already moved on......

We moved on with our life......

Although it's heart-breaking that we already moved on, or maybe you've already moved on,
 
I believe things happen for reasons.....

The reasons that I've yet to know.....


After two years........

Friday, June 08, 2012

a noob developer.

I'm officially turning 24 years old in few hours from now. I love birthday wishes. Birthday wishes are the best gifts I've ever received.

And......

.....Yes, that is me. I'm a noob. I can't be a developer. Just that I don't have the confidence. I feel like dying. Currently, I'm working on a project revamping a website. I don't mind being a developer, if i know. Right now, I know nuts about JavaScript. I learned it for a lesson. One thing about JavaScript that makes life complicate is that it NEVER TELLS what the main bugs are. Normally when writing a code, bugs would appear therefore makes a programmer's life much easier. But, JavaScript......

it's like, you're in a relationship and your partner did not tell the problems in the relationship so you need to consistently keep on guessing..

Need to get back to work.

Signing off.

= (





I'm dying..... ='(

I doubt that I would be graduating next year.. ='(

I have no confidence at all and wonder how I'm able to endure until year 3......

I don't even know what I want to do in life...

I don't know if I love IT and writing codes but for sure I want to be like older brothers.....

I love writing and I love stories......

I love art and I love acting.....however I can't pursue in those due to obstacles......

My best subject in school was Art but I could take it for being a private candidate in N'level.

The only dream I have left now and getting married to my prince charming and having a family.....but

unfortunately i have no boyfriend or someone i love......never even have a boyfriend before......


My sad pathetic life......

sobsobsob...

Thursday, March 01, 2012

TOP

I love Bigbang ever since before their debut as a 6 members! To be honest, Bigbang are the only "boyband" that I have no bias or favorite member. I love every members equally because every members of Bigbang has their own charm. I have to admit that Bigbang is one of the boy group that is not as pretty or handsome.


BUT I LOVE TOP!!

I love TOP as much as I love Kyu Jong from SS501 back then!
I keep figuring on and thinking. I keep thinking why suddenly I really love TOP a lot more.
But then, I notice something similar between TOP and Kyu Jong.
 TOP is first of all, I could remember that he is clumsy. Back then in 2007 when MTV was airing their reality TV show, I remember TOP can't dance and he's soooo clumsy.
TOP is random and that makes him very funny. I notice this side of him from watching 2ne1TV. Lastly, TOP doesn't get angry easily. He's patience!


What does TOP and Kyu Jong has in common? Both of them are random and patience. They don't get angry easily.


ahh~ I don't know why but I like gentle guys. I've said this to bestfriend before. 

Sandara Park and Shinee in Kiss Note!

I think everyone's already know about this webisode but I'm going to blog about it anyways because I'm sooo excited about it!




Sandara Park has always been my favorite for her flawless skin! She's the reason why I bought cosmetics and skincare from Etude House! When I found out that she's acting in a romantic comedy through Sandara's Me2day, I was confuse (before they inform about the Youtube short drama) and excited.

Their teasers makes me more excited that I couldn't wait any longer.








The teaser they release a few days ago. 

However today they released the first part of Kiss Note.


They did an interview and explain what Kiss Note is all about.




I'm so excited for the next part! Can't wait for more!

Past 6 months



For the past 6 months, there has been ups and downs. I got to admit that I skipped school and regret it, not studying (which is definitely not me). I forgot that along the way, i did save photos i took prior to certain "event".



Remember the glasses I got in late 2009 at spectacle hut? That time I remembered the salesguy was "touching" me.

I remembered everything.


The black glasses I was talking about. Around the same months, I was mugging for exams. I got it new for 99 SGD. The black glasses suppose to cost more than 100 SGD but he gave me discount (that is what perverts/pedo does =.=).


I think during mid-semester break (prolly around late december 2011), I got a new one. I've been LONGING to get glasses like one above! But it cost a BOMB! I forgot how much it cost though..
Also, during the school semester for the 6 months period, I had a haircut. I don't remember when it was but it was after a long tiring day at school around late afternoon to nearly sunset. The hair salon I went was a different from the previous one. This time I went to the other one and since the bus I took pass by the shopping mall, I thought, why not? Okay I don't really chopped off my hair but I got layers BUT layers that I want. The previous hair salon I went, the stylist did not cut my hair like I want to but the current hairstylist cut the layers like how I wanted. However, it cost a BOMB I literally almost choke myself with my saliva. 53++SGD for just a haircut! So basically I need an anti-dandruff shampoo (or maybe its just product buildup on my scalp), and I need to religiously blow dry my hair because my hair look like a total mess. Don't blame me though, I've been caught up with assignments, burning midnight oil and stress.
For the past 6 months, I got to admit that I did skipped school. Yeah, I went somewhere else instead just to keep myself alone and so that I can think properly.

So, around the A&F naked model week (those week when A&F was about to open in SG and they have naked men standing outside their store), I roam around Orchard alone in the morning simply because it is so peaceful. But, then it get interestingly tiring. Went back and forth from orchard to somerset then back to orchard and before that I went to mustafa centre hence got really weary prior to that (that explains the picture above).

My skin got really bad due to stress, lack of sleep and assignments that keep me from not sleeping properly! Okay actually the picture above is due to myself not realizing that I was constantly touching my face while doing coding for my assignments. Wow, those are bad blemishes, hyperpigmentations and dark circles!


But, I got to admit that those scarring/hyperpigmentations has improve alot! I need to sleep better, drink more water, NO stress, STOP picking up blemishes/clogged pores and slap on skincare religiously.



Oh... and I love TOP! 탑! 사랑해!!

I'll tell why I love him soooo much in the next post!

BigBang FTW~!
Been a fan of them waaayyy before TVXQ and I still remember them as 6 members (not officially though back then).

Do check out their new album ALIVE.

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

holiday mode ON

Holiday officially begin!! yippie!! I've already downloaded a lot of movies for the holidays. Anyone has a me2day account? do add me up here.

Update: I realized moments ago that I did not publish this post (in which supposed to publish this weeks ago)

Friday, February 10, 2012

Don't judge me cause I'm quiet.
No one plans a murder out loud.
Most of the time I stay quiet so as not to provoke your "little"-self. 

I find it pointless fighting with an idiot.

One day. Just one day you'll know. That one day, you'll come back to me begging for help. I swear.

Wednesday, December 07, 2011

..

I have it now, moments later you realized everything's gone. What's left?

Wednesday, October 05, 2011

Sem

I've not been active on blogging.. Simply because I'm enjoying my holiday too much.. Things I must do for upcoming holiday are as following:~

1st -- GET AWAY FROM LAPTOP!
2nd -- HIDE THE LAPTOP
3rd -- Spend my time reading

4th -- Exercise!
5th -- Watch TV more often (eg. KBS World, One).... baahahahaa....







But honestly, the next holiday is prolly few months away......and school semester starting tomorrow...


ahhh~~~~~~

I'm not ready for schooolllll.........

T__T

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Upset.


When was the last time I update my blog? I'm on a school holiday. School starts on early October. I lost my concession pass that is also my transport card. Yeah, I'm pretty f*** up. Need to report to school about the lost of my concession pass.

Urgh.

I literally cried almost the whole day because 1st: I need to cancel meeting up with friends, 2nd: I lost my concession pass basically it is the most important card than my cellphone. I can survive without cellphone but not concession pass. This is also means I need to use adult fare which is also means I need to fork out SGD20 for a week for just a transportation! Might as well get a car right?! This is why I need a driving license!

Last night, I watched 3 horror movies. Paranormal Activity, The Last Exorcism and The Priest. I didn't watch Final Destination 5 because all of the series are piece of crap.

I'm most impressed of The Last Exorcism though.

And today, I watched X-Men: First Class and Spy Kids 4.






I'm still upset about what happened today though. ='(

Friday, June 24, 2011

Updates,

(e..e)
Feel less burden now. BUT, the war isn't over YET. UT2 coming another week more and I need to prepare for it. Okay, I need a break. Really, I'm tired. I need some K-dramas and wash my eyes a bit with K-idols *huhu*.

Stress can weaken your immune system therefore prone to illness. I've learned my lesson. (._.)

Friday, May 20, 2011

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Few more weeks to 9th June, my 23th Birthday. Nothing interesting about birthdays, my birthday. People exaggerate birthdays, it annoys me. Exaggerate on birthdays and believe only good things can only happens on one's birthday therefore high expectation, makes one forget 'Humble' & 'Life' means. We can't get what we wants and how we want it to be. If we were to DIE right now at this moment, we'll surely die. So don't be happy if you're intelligent, rich, pretty, having the perfect day.....  because one day, in a second, all of those 'gifts' can be taken away.

I do not like my birthday. What's the point... I'm going to be alone anyways...

Tuesday, May 03, 2011

Nina & I

Nina Sayers
Me
Can you guess what Nina Sayers (played by Natalie Portman) and I has in common? No, I don't look like her. Neither do I has mental disorder nor do I can dance ballet.
What Nina and I has in common? Try guessing.

Friday, April 22, 2011

Manja (Sept '08 - Sept '10)

I miss Manja.. I don't think anyone wants to give her back to us.. She's not independent at all.. I wonder where she is..  ='(

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Some Photos.

Wednesday officially has started and it's my off day. yippie ^^

But anyways, I have been having shoulder/neck pain since last week. Any advice anyone?
The obvious bump on the picture above shows how painful and difficult for me to move my neck. =((
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Also.... My hair has grown.....
My hair is officially long! Yaayy!
Do you know how long it has been for me to wait until my hair grows?

I don't blog that much tonight due to tiredness and honestly I slept for only 3 hours last night but I was able to endure long hour at school with the help of coffee.

Until then,
Signing off.