drama addiction

Mary stayed out all night

My current drama addiction! I'm a "drama" girl. I love watching drama.

This drama above, honestly to whoever watch it, I know this is about maeri and Mookyul couple BUT I really like Maeri and Jungin couple!

funny

Hmm...funny...

Do I have silent reader or is it just me?

Is it from Japan or is it just me?

You are......

I would like to share these "quote" from my BFF. I love her to death. I think she's one in a million who understands me (my mother not included -.- ).

You're a nice person. You're a very good friend. Yes you are naive, it's okay to be naive but there are advantages and disadvantages of being naive. Actually you are a very patience person but the thing is that you get frustrated easily. When you're excited, you get very excited. Your happy moment last in short of time because when you're sad, you get really sad and it's not easy for you to get over it and you take it to your heart. You are a caring and romantic person but it's hidden. - BFF.

I didn't even know that I possess some of the qualities. I didn't know that I'm caring and romantic until one day I thought to myself that I want to get married in a garden and that I want a white wedding. I didn't know until.......*thinking of the pain*..........sighh.....

='(

Five things.

1.Ice Cream makes me happy.
2.Crying is my weapon.
3.Stupidity and naivety are my flaws.
4.My sisters are my BFF.
5.Giving is my hobby.

= (

I don't like bad boy. I'm not saying all of them because all of them are nice. But what I'm trying to say is from my experience, once a man and I had a special relationship so days passes by and he was being rebellious (bad boy you know). But I don't like that kind of lifestyle and being stubborn, nothing could possibly persuade me to do something I hate. In the end, everything shatters.

You see... I'm stubborn, if I don't like means I really damn it don't like and I don't like being told to do this or that despite being naive (honestly speaking). I don't want a man who lead me astray. I want to be love and care. Yes, I am demanding in love but when I love someone, I really love someone and I won't let go and cherish the person I love. I'm a lady and I want to be treated as a lady.

Stress!!

Tell me........

Tell me, what should I do?
Tell me, have you ever fall for someone with a complete different background? (eg. race, religion, age, social, etc)
Tell me, the biggest most upsetting news that happens to you that it breaks your heart?
Tell me, I'm stupid? Am I naive?

I just want to scream out the pain I suffer... It hurts... I need to heal the pain but I can't heal it because I'm too weak... Someone lift me, help me... I can't breath..

Bad headache

I had a bad headache today I did not go school. Actually I reached school but come for class and went to the clinic because of bad headache.

I could no longer bare it, I lay on folded mattress (although I did have the time to snap photo!) but my eyes are waayy too strain for me to look at the camera.

Someone's still asleep when I got back from clinic..

Overslept or lack of sleep that cause the bad headache?

HOW?

HOW? I'm confused...

(>o<)


Signing off

Myself and tears.

I need break...

Photo taken dring Semester 1 when I attempt to skip lesson of the day.

When morning routine is the root of the reason I slept in bus with my mouth opened. PS: please excuse my ghost face. Blame the lighting + sunscreen.

Holiday? Finally break! Used powder foundation as a prop. Fail attempt? (-__-")

And tried to act cute (-___-")""

Eyebrow got thicker and I got lazy to trim it. As long as I don't look like a man, that is fine with me.

And check out my necklace = )

Semester 2.. School again.. Check out my blemishes saying hello to the camera.

Got tired every night. Tried to finish my RJ as early as possible.

Lately weather been colder. Raining which is fine with me.

I have to be strong. Everytime I think of this "mess", I cried. I need a shoulder to cry on. ='(

Signing off..

PS: All photo taken before I got really sick and vomiting results being thin.

Forward..

Few days ago, I discovered something shockingly unexpected "secret". I was in denial and still am. I tried to think positively the possibility but every time I re-read it, it breaks my heart. I was deeply hurt. I don't how to express it because my mind, my heart can't except it. It happens I'm not sure and I don't want to know any further.

*deep breath*

It breaks my hearts. sobsob.

2 weeks ago, I starts vomiting food I ate. It stills happen but I think its because I can't consume much food. But then I start having fever and flu and there's too many flame in my throat so I would threw up. Therefore I grew a lot thinner.

Understanding test coming up and I should strengthen myself up and move..

너무 아파 ='(

오늘 밤 나만이 아파요.. 난 널 생각하면, 너무 아파.. ='(

아파..

Why? ='( It hurts.. Why am I stupid? I'm such a fool.. Its hard and I'm being stubborn for all this time.. I don't know why it hurts.. Why? Why?

왜, 왜요..

아파, 아파, 아파..

왜요.. 아파.. ='(