Tell me........

Tell me, what should I do?
Tell me, have you ever fall for someone with a complete different background? (eg. race, religion, age, social, etc)
Tell me, the biggest most upsetting news that happens to you that it breaks your heart?
Tell me, I'm stupid? Am I naive?

I just want to scream out the pain I suffer... It hurts... I need to heal the pain but I can't heal it because I'm too weak... Someone lift me, help me... I can't breath..