Tanned.

Went for swimming yesterday because sis insisted on going for swimming and sun-tanning (I am not a fan of sun-tanning) a couple of days before. I thought, "maybe I could learn how to swim". I drowned onces for not knowing how to swim and it is a nightmare; I thought I was going to die!
For your information, I love my fair skin so I slapped on SPF 130 sunscreen every 30 minutes and STILL I LOOKED TANNED! Actually not very tanned to the point I looked like roasted. Actually my tan is not that bad but I hope I could regain my fair skin back.

I heard Lee Teuk of Super Junior is having depression. I hope he is doing well. Life isn't fair after all I guess. You see, when I am facing problems and pressures (ps. I could not handle pressure, get stress and worried easily), I will always bare things in mind which is "this is just a test from God and He knows and will always know my strength and up till where my strength is; limit of my strength". What I mean is that, there is strengths in every of us that we do not know. Some of us gave up in everything thinking there is no chance in life. We need to look forward and think for our loved ones and for ourselves. I know it is extremely tough to look forward because I have been there before like many time! And there were times where I could not look up to anyone. But a times I can looked up for my sister and bestfriend. Love someone for merely 2 years? No one knows except for my readers!!

PS. I want my fair skin back!!!!

Signing off.